~Just wanna be normal~

It's a constant struggle... within myself
It's a constant battle... for my health
Tell me am I dreaming... I'm not quite sure
But I can't take this... ANYMORE!!

This is a war. I'm in a fight
I wish I could show them. my true might
The end is not near. It's not in my sight
I wish that I could. finally see the LIGHT!!

'Cause I'm tired of feelin' like this
I'm so tired of dealing with all of this crap
'Cause I'm tired of feelin' like this
I'm so tired of being different
'Cause I'm tired of feelin' like this
I'm so tired of being lonely
So damn tired of feelin' like this
I just want to be normal

Oh doctor, doctor. you need to see
What all this is doing to me
Don't know what to do. down on my knees
I'm beggin' you doctor. this is my PLEA!!

All this anger. all this hate
It's almost more than. I can take
I need a vacation. I need a break
So I don't have to. sit here and WAIT!!

It really sux havin'. more than one disease
Why couldn't they. just let me be
I'm in a cage. without a key
But I need that key. to set me FREE!!

'Cause I'm tired of feelin' like this
I'm so tired of dealing with all of this crap
'Cause I'm tired of feelin' like this
I'm so tired of being different
'Cause I'm tired of feelin' like this
I'm so tired of being lonely
So damn tired of feelin' like this
I just wish that I could be normal

And all I'm asking... is to be me
All I'm sayin... is I wanna be free
And all I'm wanting... is for a little help
All I'm praying... is to regain my HEALTH!!

It's been five years now. since that fateful day
The day when all these. took my life away
What could I do. what could I say
My life was gone. without DELAY!!

One was awful. two was worse
Three I felt like. I had a curse
Now I'm stuck here. having to reherse
Every single. little VERSE!!

'Cause I'm tired of feelin' like this
I'm so tired of dealing with all of this crap
'Cause I'm tired of feelin' like this
I'm so tired of being different
'Cause I'm tired of feelin' like this
I'm so tired of being lonely
So damn tired of feelin' like this
Oh God why can't I just be normal

Not many know this feeling. of that I'm sure
Oh God I wish that. I could have the cure
Getting to my limit. this is my breakdown
Excuse me while I. sit here and DROWN!!

They may find a cure... on a certain date
I'm too impatient... I don't wanna wait
But even if they do... it will be too late
This is my journey... this is my FATE!!

~Written by Kevin~